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Well, being the fat ass that I am, I am just too poor to throw out all the junk food in the house. As much as I need to, I just can't do it. So, diet be damned, the junk is staying for as long as it takes me to eat it. And I don't plan on eating it in the next day or week, just a little here and there.

So, I'm embarking on my diet with temptation staring me in the face every step of the way. Maybe it's better this way because if it weren't here, I'd be craving it and eating junk like a crackhead and putting on more pounds.

I really need some support, but it doesn't help when your boyfriend wants to eat fast food almost too often. The good thing about eating fast food all the time is that I no longer want to eat it because just hearing McDonald's makes me want to puke. I can't put all the blame on him for that, I agree to eating it when he mentions it.

I really need to jump start this diet. For the past day and a half, I've been monitoring what I'm eating and realizing just how many calories I'm consuming and HOLY FUCK am I a fat ass. So, eventually I'll make it to Whole Foods to get another complete body cleanse to really start this off the right way. After the first cleanse I did, this should be pretty interesting...